我只有一点回忆 ......

ranDom~`~`1

2011-06-06T00:56:00.003+08:00

CoMPLicat3d

2011-05-02T08:06:00.002+08:00

I learn another lesson at workplace, sometime is not the boss or director that stunt you by their "face colour" but is someone who is under you. However, i kinda understand why they did that sometime and mainly is due to workload at certain time. It seems there is only one way to solve this kind of problem which is "food" for them. haha

1st Job travelling (18-4-2011)

2011-04-19T11:37:00.010+08:00

That was my very first official job traveling one day trip to KL . However, flight delayed for 2 hours forced me and Thomas (my associate director) to rush to Putra Jaya KKLW office in scary mode (rush!!!) After staying at KL for about 2 hours we then fly back to Kuching during dinner time

Flight Screen

KKLW

KL Transit (F1 finishing)

Inside KLIA

R3j3ct

2011-01-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

This is my 1st job rejection of the year although the salary seems to attracting and the main reason i rejected the job is due to i cant really drive well and i hope to enhance my driving skill more after cny and also find a better job soon and lastly Happy Cny in advance to everyone that i know and also dont know (Fair enough )

Year of Uncertainty ( 2011 )

2011-01-08T02:32:00.005+08:00

All of a sudden, many things became uncertainty for me :

1. Working or Studying ? (if still go chance)

2. Which specific field to jump into for working in Civil Engineering World ?

3. Where to start for working or studying ?

4. What will i become soon ?

Courtesy of " http://www.pacificenvironment.org/"

3nd .............

2010-12-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

Should be the last assigment for my degreee. HAHA =) . Thank Johnson for taking the pic

《路过的新娘》

2010-08-05T20:00:00.003+08:00

《路过的新娘》

路走了一段还每到一半
怎么会觉得好喘

赤着心像赤着脚所以痛楚不堪

给了一座山,换来泪一滩
沿途幸福都不亮

一路走到绝望不是跌伤
是妄想使然

我不该当妳是新娘
这条路不去教堂
现在我也不会瘫在路旁
看着妳转弯

我不该当妳是新娘
怎会有未来可讲
妳只是走累了借我肩膀
仅仅是这样

路走了一段还每到一半
怎么会觉得好喘

赤着心像赤着脚所以痛楚不堪

给了一座山,换来泪一滩
沿途幸福都不亮

一路走到绝望不是跌伤
是妄想使然

我不该当妳是新娘
这条路不去教堂
现在我也不会瘫在路旁
看着妳转弯

我不该当妳是新娘
怎会有未来可讲
妳只是走累了借我肩膀
仅仅是这样

妳不过是路过的新娘

我当妳是新娘路不去教堂
现在我也不会瘫在路旁
看着妳转弯

我不该当妳是新娘
怎会有未来可讲
妳只是走累了借我肩膀
仅仅是这样

妳只是路过的新娘

叫阮的名 ( 林宇中版)

2010-06-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

叫阮的名 ( 林宇中版)

谁在叫阮的名
一句比一句痛
亲像在问阮甘会惊寒
不需要别人来讲
阮心内嘛知影
是你的声是你的声
谁在阮的梦
一住就一世人
尚惊日头会将咱们拆散
虽然离开那呢远
阮犹原会知影
是你的影是你的影
叫阮的名
阮用一生斟酌听
当初细汉袂赴乎你了解
你是阮的生命
叫阮的名阮需要你来作伴
人生的路途阮爱你牵阮走

帕

2010-05-30T15:48:00.001+08:00

i started to feel scare for everything that happened recently and i just hope everything will be going fine soon

忙

2010-04-19T20:36:00.001+08:00

忙

错

2010-02-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

“就当着是我的错”

7天爱上你 Love At Seventh Sight

2010-02-19T09:38:00.002+08:00

!!! Not everyone has the second chance in the life !!!

Snowman

2009-12-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

Site Visit on 171209 (Kampung Atas)

2009-12-17T19:28:00.003+08:00

《All about Rynn新歌+自选集》

2009-11-08T21:35:00.009+08:00

All the pictures are taken from the Rynn Fans' Facebook group

海云台 (Haeundae)

2009-09-27T23:04:00.011+08:00

A natural disaster (Tsunami) Korean movie

Few touched points

1. A mother gave up the chance to go vacation place (a safer and higher place during tsunami attack) due to wanted to buy a pair shoes (as the basic requirement for job interview) for his son who is a jobless guy.

2. A lifeguard sacrificed himself to save his enemy in love

One week b4

2009-08-03T00:13:00.002+08:00

Started to feel pressure and fear for what will happened in the incoming sem , dont noe what most of them will do again tis sem . haha =)

TRuth ?

2009-07-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

A month passed and i also stop working for pc image. Result out but some people around still wanted to hide the result ( for what i also dont noe ). Afterall, everyone should deserved what they should get. Too bad i lost about RM200 due to all duty staff need to responsible for the stolen camera that worth RM 3500 ++ No One noe the truth behind but if possible i want to noe so that i wont lost the RM200

Regarding the song 《如果我變成回憶》

2009-06-01T10:43:00.003+08:00

The direct translation of the name of this song is "if i become memory" . Many friends will think that become memory is a good things (off course it will become something good if you are meaningful to someone but for me i rather label someone that think is so cool as Legend ^^), however, for this song actually it means death. What is so special about this song for me is the writer of the song can assure that he will become the memory of his beloved one and i believe nowadays the trend is u died then u gone forever (anyway, there is a real story behind the song and the singer almost die due to heart disease but luckily he didnt) . " 如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命留下妳錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了妳" this line of lyrics is quite sad because the writer sang that if he died , he cant even hug his beloved one while his beloved one is crying upon his icy dead body (will be quite touching like what we always watch for Drama). " 漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊癒若有人可以讓他陪妳我不怪妳 " this line of lyrics show how generous the writer is in hopping one day his beloved one will have another one that can take care of her one behalf of the writer after the writer passed away. Lastly, "連累依然愛我的妳痛苦承受失去這樣不公平請妳盡力把我忘記" the writer hope that his beloved one can forget him. In conclusion, time maybe the best cure for everything but with the condition people have enough amount of time (sometime even after someone feel that he or she is cured but actually............... especially for feeling matter )

《如果我變成回憶》

2009-05-30T20:16:00.004+08:00

《如果我變成回憶》

累了照慣例努力清醒著也照慣例想妳了

好怕一放心睡了心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了

聽著呼吸像浪潮拍動著越美麗越讓我忐忑

我還能珍惜什麼如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命留下妳錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了妳

想到我讓深愛的妳人海孤獨旅行我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運沒機會白著頭髮蹣跚牽著妳看晚霞落盡

漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊癒

若有人可以讓他陪妳我不怪妳

快樂什麼時候會結束呢

哪一刻是最後一刻

想把妳緊緊抱著可知妳是我生命中的最捨不得

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命留下妳錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了妳

想到我讓深愛的妳人海孤獨旅行我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運

沒機會白著頭髮蹣跚牽著妳看晚霞落盡

漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊癒

若有人可以讓他陪妳

如果我變成回憶最怕我太不爭氣頑固地賴在空氣霸佔妳心裡每一吋縫隙

連累依然愛我的妳痛苦承受失去

這樣不公平請妳盡力把我忘記

Rainbow

2009-05-26T21:41:00.006+08:00

(Rainbow and i know i dont have much chance to see at the current location again T.T )

Appointment ???

2009-05-19T23:59:00.007+08:00

Appoinment ( the "word" suggested by Clarence as the reason to late for the class) or Lunch at Mc Donald ???

(Luckily the picture was taken from my back and Tak was busying for second round , anyway , i m not childish right )

(Obviously no much customers before 12 , haha )

What happened recently ?

2009-05-19T00:08:00.007+08:00

Rainbow (double if u can notice carefully =) two days ago

HUge bears (photo taken outside the shop after haircutting at nearby)

WC birthday yesterday (sorry kinda blur due to must take caution before the "tradition" passed on )

Memory ?

2009-05-07T01:36:00.003+08:00

Almost a month being busy for non stop assignment and started to feel the changes of the life especially those hours need to stay at the uni library and got a feeling of the my life being snatched by assingments. Anyway, off course i still remember what i did for u last time but i hardly feel how to response for u now when u asked the question. Sorry

PC fair

2009-04-05T09:52:00.007+08:00

I went to PC fair this time with Clarence and basically this time the pc fair is almost the same like the previous one and i didnt buy anything at all because i can get any accesorries with the cheaper price anytime.

Aspire G Predator ???

Comcable and supply is the 1st shop that i worked before i was officially transferred down to the the main branch of PC image.

Afterall , in my opinion the only thing that this PC fair is different from the previous one is i met and greeted many of my ex-colleague from PC image there and luckily they still remember me (>.<) . In addition , i also saw someone there ..................

《如果世上没傻瓜》

2009-03-23T20:56:00.001+08:00

《如果世上没傻瓜》

傻在为妳卖完了讨好的把气
被妳把持如驯良机器
研习更动人语气然後换来悔气
是作耍花枪趣味
傻在为妳任情绪堕落未逃避
不管安泥浮沉泥沼当作极乐园地
难道世上唯有妳才令地球更美
便知等於宠坏妳
*如果世上没傻瓜谈恋爱像会谈吧
算得太循环可拥抱吗如何估计回报多寡
如谈恋爱为着成家若代价太高昂就变心吗
恕我在燃烧中结巴纯因信奉我任性的火花
那怕肉麻*
傻在为妳没投机玩捉摸心理
没有港流仍然迷恋妳
明日我未赢到妳仍像别人叹气
避开专家的见地
傻在为妳像孩子不懂得对比
这种坚持如拿来讲作会令就奇技
宁原拒绝忘记妳和自在来斗气
泪光怎可遮盖傲气
爱叫我放低智商谁人又有福未问价先付帐
傻人自有傻乐未为了中奖
如果世上没傻瓜谈恋爱像会谈吧
算得太循环可拥抱吗如何估计回报多寡
从来不介意做傻瓜莫论有可能为瞬间绝美像昙火
如果爱是难买别买的壁画算了吧

Toner or Printer ?

2009-02-27T17:56:00.005+08:00

23 of Feb is the last day of work of me at Pc image for this holiday and cant believe the day after that i was informed with a news of " below cost " . In other words, i was suspected sold something with below price of 0.2K. Luckily , there are a group of friends there who believe i will never make this kind of mistake due to i m the one who help them to handle printers for the last two months. Anyway, thank to Doreen who helped me to handle the prob. In detail , there was someone mistake to think the toner is a printer.

Stories

2009-02-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

It has been sometime i didnt post up anything here and recently i feel that actually i can mix quite well with the staffs there and i also realise it is almost time for me to go back to uni already. I do learn a lot of computer knowledge there and more suprisingly about life (really thank to them). There are some stories about some of the staff there and they are normal like all of us just some of them are little bit unlucky and dont have chance to study after form 1 and living a hard life last time ( i suspecting whether the story is truth or not but however for those permanent staff that same age as me i really feel sorry for them because that is impossible for them to spend the rest of their life there) In addition, i just realise some of the parents customers that came to the shop really too kind to their children and when they asked for discount i feel kinda so weird if i didnt give them discount but some situation really dont allow and i really cant do anything . Anyway, i hope that this two last weeks will be become my good memories of my life

告诉我

2009-01-28T10:53:00.007+08:00

告诉我

一个人走一走

街灯下的路口

握不紧的双手

不知怎么形容

已被妳击退的我

不知道该往哪躲

想不到挽留的借口

面对面跟我说

妳已经不爱我

承诺全部没收让

我忘了所有

一个人重新来过

妳怎么那么从容

怎么都等不及我回头

狠心的话全都讲完

剩下的路各走一半

也许我真的不够勇敢

毕竟相爱一场有太多片段

告诉我怎么能忘记妳的笑容

告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友

假如你用心守候

不会是这个结果

妳说的我都懂

我却不能够就这样放手

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起

我告诉我妳舍得让我独自漂泊

有些话说不出口

害怕又犯下了错

分手还没有说泪就先流

告诉我怎么能忘记妳的笑容

告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友

假如你用心守候

不会是这个结果

妳说的我都懂

我却不能够就这样放手

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起我

告诉我你舍得让我独自漂泊

有些话说不出口

害怕又犯下了错

分手还没有说泪就先流

Chinese " Niu " Year

2009-01-28T09:59:00.003+08:00

My CNy this year is kinda funny because i didnt go for much visiting this year. In addition , today is the last day for my cny holiday because i will start to work again tomorrow. In conclusion, this cny is somehow looked like holidays instead of cny

BAd

2009-01-16T08:35:00.002+08:00

The result of last sem published and i didnt do well but i also didnt need to repeat anything . It seems this is another starting of not a very good year because it seems all friends around are having crisis of all kind and i also cant deny i got the feeling of stupid with my current stand. However , once again i confirm the real of friend and also friends since the energy and motion case that happened about two years ago. As conclusion, a problem will never belong to a group because afterall it still belong to a person only.

It is tough but important to find someone that worth for u to believe and also believe u

Meaning ???

2009-01-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

Recently, i started to wonder the importance of meaning for everything we do and also everything others do onto us. Harshly speaking , i think i am the best example of living without meaning for all and sometime i also wondering is that really importance for a person to live with meaning ?

busy days

2009-01-06T19:56:00.002+08:00

Since last saturday , me and Brendan were officially transfered down to the PC image main branch and at there working period really passed quite fast. In addition, business and people at there also more than at Comcable. Honestly speaking now i can feel what they called "busy working life" . The main advantage and also the disadvantage at there is there are too many customers there and sometime will have chance to take a glance on pretty gals (haha :) What i can conclude is this is the starting of the busy life before i go back to Swinburne .....................

Few Last days for 2008

2008-12-31T22:11:00.005+08:00

2008 came to its end already and last nite W.C. organized a bbQ party at his house and there are many of our coursemates attended it.

This recently how i looked like at the Comcable the shop that i working now . I met many people there and even some of my ex classmates.

2008 is an interesting year full of stories and what i can conclude is " everyone has their own stories " however, i was so unlucky to live in the stories that without a great happiness , anyway , new year new hope

Working days

2008-12-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

I started to get use to the boring hours at the com shop there but luckily few of my friends there really like to make jokes. As usual , i will see atlease one of my friend passing by the com shop and also there are some friends came to visit me directly and also indirectly (thankz to u guys and gals). In addition , now i also started to transfer some of my favourite songs to the com at the com shop there secretly , so that i can enjoy some of my favourite songs there haha =)

1st off day

2008-12-16T20:11:00.003+08:00

My off day of a week is tuesday every week and yesterday , there are two more friends came to work and they are Liang and Max . Today, i went to find Iris to cut my hair (haha, cut the top of the ears part only) . In addition , i also watched the movie named cape no 7 since at Taiwan there that is a popular movie. The story is quite boring infact but succeed to touch the viewers' heart . It is a story about the 7 love letters by a japanese guy that should be delievered to a taiwan girl 60 years ago after the world war 2.................. (in the end hero and also heroine of the movie should have a happy ending but for previous couple is nope due to the late sending of the letters)

Christmas is near

2008-12-08T19:56:00.007+08:00

Two days ago got a batch of guys and gals from dont noe which church came to saberkas for Christmas carol and they really hard working because they sang twice in a floor and then gave cookies to all the shops and also the stalls around

The picture was taken from where i work now

Today on the way home i saw a lonely kitten but dont dare to take it home due to i scare the parents cat cant find the kitten

3rd days

2008-12-05T21:53:00.001+08:00

At last got a chinese customer came to buy a pendrive from me . Honestly speaking chinese customers money really hard to earn , they can crap wif u for long and then end up dont buy anything . i cant believe even today pc fair still got customers came to saberkas to buy pc components from the shop haiz (who care as long as i have commisions =)

second day of working

2008-12-05T07:31:00.002+08:00

The time passed quit fast yesterday and cant believe got a malay woman came with her family and then ask me about a labtop and also bought it from me (totally shocked). Moreover, i also help them to sell off few printers and pendrive. (harshly speaking today already pc fair how come they dont want to survey at there ????) Anyway , 98% of the customers that i served are Malay and now i started to feel that rich Malay people really rich and kuching people are getting richer. i started to feel boring there but atlease it is better than staying at home doing nothing =)

1st day and 1st time

2008-12-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today is the 1st day and also 1st time i go to work in my life time. I am now working at the pc image branch at the third floor of saberkas. So far i have two option at there either standing or sitting at there to wait for customers. It maybe sounds boring but i feel it is better than staying at home and wait for time. haha =)

All the best !!!

2008-11-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

The three months for this sem can be said passed quite fast and also quite slow(confusing) and i totally cant believe that Jun already left kch and go back to her home town and next sem she will transfer to Aus already and honestly speaking suddenly i feel i lost another friend at SUTS and also feel sorry for her coz i didnt do much to help her.Due to she left today and yet today i still have another paper for the final exam so i really dont have chance to farewell for her . Anyway , AlL tHE B3ST

" Fe3liNgleSs "

2008-11-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

i started to know why sometime a person will choose not to say and also not to do anything . They said there should be a story behind in everyone life and what i can confirm is not every stories end with happy ending. Maybe is due to final exam week and also that incident happened at the right time , i started to really feel i reached another stage of my life time this is the " feelingless " stage or what i called " zombie " all time

能活多一天就一天

2008-11-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

At last , she asked me what kind of response that i wanted from her but i dont dare to demand anything from her because i dont deserve for anything and i always feel the One really kind to me for letting me to see the world till now and i should relieve for that

what should i do ?

2008-11-19T21:13:00.005+08:00

Today i send her few songs and she just accepted it and honestly speaking i really hope that atlease she will say something but in the end she didnt say anything and i also dont dare to say anything because i dont know what she feel according to her and i really dont dare to guess what she think by the last sms reply of "happy days" and harshly speaking now i really feel i m totally extra especially for her (haiz , i started to feel i m such a bad guy coz if nope how come i deserved such responses) How good if suddenly got another "she" that will divert my attention from her !!!!!!!!

Solution ?

2008-11-19T09:21:00.004+08:00

"She said she maybe know that . i think this is basically the end of the story because i dont think she will really care for what i feel now " this is what in my mind now and i should say actually one year ago i should .............. but i am st**** enough to still lay a hope on her. They said when doing anything , a person should have determination on it and what i feel now is i think i really tried my best to keep her happy although she rejected me. However, with what she did in the pass one year i realise that i am too extra for her .All of my friends said i should wake up by now and after thinking for so long i think i have came out with a solution to pacify myself that is i will keep my role to keep her feel happy until the day someone will continue my role and i hope by that time i will be given a notification to stop my hope on her.

By noW i sHoUld und3rst@nd

2008-11-16T09:41:00.004+08:00

At 1st , i promised her that i will tell her what happened and that was during her final examination but when she came back to here i decided not to tell her what happened. Due to the pressure for work load is too high recently , i decided to write a post named 阴影 to let her know what happened and by now i m not sure whether she have read it or not but for sure i think i know the answer already . And i should say " i choose to tell but she choose not to know " that all and i think is time to start to forget about her

Cramped

2008-11-16T09:30:00.002+08:00

Two days , we grouped at WC house to do the Urban Water Resources assignment (last minute work) and we stayed at there till 330 am on the next morning and on the morning i only have about 3 hours sleeping time and yet my leg cramped. haha , whenever i shout like hell at nite or morning time when everyone was sleeping then my parents will come like paramedics to rescue my leg because they know i have the habits of cramp once in two to three months. The worst thing happened in the morning , most of the presentation groups was questioned badly by the DBKU officer and i should say he is totally irresponsible for what he said. That my saturday XP

。。。阴影。。。

2008-11-12T22:32:00.009+08:00

最近我开始发现
我还活在过去里的阴影里
因为她的一句“你永远不会是我等待的那个人，现在不是，未来也不是”
我再也不敢对未来有希望
很多朋友都说我很悲观
其实我并不想这样子
我有尝试过想重新开始
把一切忘掉
但我并没有那么幸运
我只是想要好好喜欢一个人
我更想对她说一颗心只有一份永久给了谁就无法回收
但我更怕被她再次拒绝
因为她的一句话
我就从此沉默在绝望的迷宫里
我相信如果在未来的日子里
我再也没有找到能让我值得珍惜的那个人
我也许只能永远活在记忆里
等待消失

Love is a Di****** ?

2008-11-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Recently there are two of my friends one of them is a gal which i think i better dont mention her name coz i dont want to die before i really have the love feeling with any gal. Last time when i asked her anything by this starting "L**** , can u borrow me the tute for the subject........" she will say k no matter she complete it or not but dont noe y since a guy is hardly tackling her since the beginning of this sem and we all already feel that the guy is her bf already but she still dont want to admit it till now . However my main concern is now her reaction when i wanted to borrow anything and now this is her reaction " i cant borrow u coz i not yet complete" and just forget about it . Actually what in my mind is i just wanted to take a look on what u have done only since i saw u did more than me and i dont mind is complete or not but u seems not really willing to borrow the tute to me like last time (sigh) . Another guy which is one of the groupmate for many assignment also started to change and they told me is he is trying to court one of our friend wow . Honestly speaking i also quite confuse should i believe that or not and what i can confirm is he really changed. The way he speak to me really different from last time and the way he handling his assignment also weird and from what i see and heard he seems to be put more effort on the assignment he is doing now with the gal that he wanted to court . Harshly speaking there is no one wanted to back stab him for what he have done (on the effort for courting gal) but atlease he should not left too many thing for the assignments that i need to cover for him especially in last minute and yet he still treat me like that like i m the one talked back of him (Sigh again). For conclusion, i believe love is a beautiful thing but how come the two cases seems to be Love is a Di****** ?

你不是真正的快乐

2008-11-10T18:11:00.003+08:00

你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着

你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦或痛或心动了

你已经决定了

你静静忍着紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了

越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了

於是你合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则不是你的选择

於是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐

你的伤从不肯完全的癒合

我站在你左侧却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐

你的伤从不肯完全的癒合

我站在你左侧却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐

你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什麽失去了还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此

刻重新开始活着

Alfred's Birthday at Happy Valley

2008-11-09T19:11:00.007+08:00

Alfred celebrated his birthday at Happy Valley . There about 30 of his friends went to the party and i didnt really believe few of us left Happy Valley by almost 12 am. While all of them busying drinking few types of Vodka and etc , i was sitting there doing nothing and i only drink few drops of those liquor with the mixture of sprite. Gary told me something that will happen to all of us that stepped into the civil engineering field and i knew that since long time ago just he added in something that should be an advice for all gals that is all gals must atlease know how to drink some of the liquor in order not easily cheated by guys when they go to work next time (infact he is quite right because there are many cases happened already).

("Chicken" is one of the Alfred's gift)

Normally it is like tis

2008-11-07T01:06:00.004+08:00

Normally when i lost interest on "something" that i liked before ,the "something" will always appear and also disappear in fornt of me and if i decided to have interest on the "something " for the second time then the "something" will disappeared again or owned by others and i should say by right now i should started to know my destiny that set by The One and harshly speaking if this is my destiny then i dont think i have any choice beside fulfill it and also accept it .

JFYI : Normally my brain will be running " hair wire "during the end of the year due to the assignments and also final exam , haha XP( not funny)

"Snatched away"

2008-11-05T18:54:00.005+08:00

There are many stories about a guy like a girl but there is another guy who try to "snatch" the girl from the very 1st guy eventhough they are in relationship and the second guy seems to be succeed to do so . Harshly speaking if anything like this happened three years ago , for sure i will feel that the second guy should be blamed but nowadays , it seems to be too many cases like this happened already and people around nowadays really feel nothing wrong to do so. There are about two to three friends who told me some of their theory and their feeling about this and one their thinking is "there is no rule such as 1st come 1st serve in love " which also means if u are the 1st one who like a girl it doesnt means the second guy will have no right to "snatch" the girl away from you . Another friend told me that "there is no right or wrong in love" . And some of them even said if the girl u like or love being "snatched away" by another guy it means you have no skills to maintain the relationship. In my opinion , this is an open ended question which has no answer but i do believe different people will have different opinion . However , i think those who have the same thinking like "there is no rule such as 1st come 1st serve in love" and also "there is no right or wrong in love" will have the clearer feeling about that when the snatching cases happened to the girl or the guy that they really love in their life .

JFYI : I NEVER HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY THE THEORY IS TOTALLY RIGHT OR WRONG SINCE ALL OF THE GIRLS THAT I HAVE FEELING ON THEM ONLY SHOW TWO KIND OF REACTION TO ME THAT ARE REJECTION WHICH CONSIST OF DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY AND ALSO ANOTHER REACTION IS FOUND OR BEING COURTED BY ANOTHER GUY . HOWEVER I DO BELIEVE THE THEORY THAT "RICH ALWAYS BECOME RICH BUT POOR ALWAYS MAINTAIN POOR IN LIFE " WHICH ALSO CAN BE RELATED TO " THOSE WHO ALWAYS HAVE GIRLFRIENDS WILL ALWAYS HAVE NEW GIRLFRIENDS BUT THOSE WHO NEVER SUCCEED WILL KEEP ON FAILING IN RELATIONSHIP MATTER"

爱一人,但别让自己为一种伤害

2008-11-05T18:43:00.001+08:00

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Regarding the songs in the 夏雨诗 ep

2008-11-03T22:59:00.003+08:00

I never really listen to the XIn Guang Yi bang songs except Yang Chong Wei and also Yoga songs. Somehow , recently the XIn Guang Shi Sao except Yoga will come out with their Ep and i just realise Peter Pan voice really touching and this Ep really worth to listen to. I rearrange the sequence of the four songs . Firstly, the 心里的狮子 is a song about a person who need to face a lots of Chanllenges and also obstacles to reach his or her destination and this is just like all of our life ".....有陪伴的人不害怕不害怕的人最潇洒.... " really meaningful coz for sure the person that got another person to accompany him or her wont be really scare of challenges just like a guy or a gal need his or her life partner. Secondly , 夏雨诗 is a song about a guy that broke off wif his gf and then started to miss the gal back . ".......没有了妳叮咛的日子耳朵总感觉怅然若失生活上来了又去得了又失是妳给我扶持不断寻觅错过了几次从来不知爱近在咫尺回头发现熬过这些日子总有妳的影子........ " is the way he expressed his feeling and he found out that after the gal is gone he started to miss the everything of the gal did for him. Thirdly , 我和妳从未分手 is the song about the guy who expressed his feeling of thinking back the gal and he really hope he never broke off with the gal .This lyrics".......我和妳从未分手妳住在我心中谁也不能把妳赶走一颗心只有一份永久给了谁就无法回收........" really touching people because i do believe that if a person really love someone for sure his or her heart just like giving to another his or her another one already and it is very hard to take it back .Lastly , 老夫老妻 is the song for the old couple and the song really romantic if u really notice the songs lyrics"...... 时间的手牵著我们往哪走走到哪里都有妳陪我 ....." and i believe this is the life everyone hope for next time . For the lump sum , these songs just like a life circle if u really notice it . Afterall the most touching lyrics for me is " ...一颗心只有一份永久给了谁就无法回收..."

夏雨诗 ep

2008-11-02T18:34:00.008+08:00

心里的狮子

一夕改变的命运

一夜长大的必须

渺小的自己假装平静

巨大的孤寂却骚动不已

我们紧握著手心

眼睛微笑成星星

在子夜轮替守护指引

外面太冰冷就披上风衣

带著站在心里的狮子

穿过更像丛林的城市

没有意志就没有钥匙

能打开未来做最想做的事

跟著跑在心里的狮子

优雅但却勇敢地尝试

拥有支持才拥有天使

完成我一个人做不到的事

一夕改变的命运

一夜长大的必须

渺小的自己假装平静

巨大的孤寂却骚动不已

我们紧握著手心眼睛微笑成星星

在子夜轮替守护指引

外面太冰冷就披上风衣

带著站在心里的狮子

穿过更像丛林的城市

没有意志就没有钥匙

能打开未来做最想做的事

跟著跑在心里的狮子

优雅但却勇敢地尝试

拥有支持才拥有天使

完成我一个人做不到的事

有陪伴的人不害怕

不害怕的人最潇洒

只要迈的步伐够大

被貼的標籤會飛走吧

带著站在心里的狮子

穿过更像丛林的城市

没有意志就没有钥匙

能打开未来做最想做的事

跟著跑在心里的狮子

优雅但却勇敢地尝试

拥有支持才拥有天使

完成我一个人做不到的事

夏雨诗

等候在骤来的夏夜暴雨时间突然静止

滂沱的雨势中停泊两段迂回着的心事

忽然间所有的谈笑风生瞬间嘎然而止

靠着我挡着妳风雨之中不让妳被淋湿

我们在这个城市流浪多少日子

从来没有想到有人能够分享妳倾覆的心事

没有了妳叮咛的日子

耳朵总感觉怅然若失生

活上来了又去得了又失是妳给我扶持

不断寻觅错过了几次从来不知爱近在咫尺

回头发现熬过这些日子总有妳的影子

孤独在各自的人生旅途安静或是飞驰

遇见了彼此后两个灵魂不再患得患失

有些话想启齿欲言又止妳耐心等我解释

微笑着不说话把我抱住让我像个孩子

在光阴这趟车上

浪费了多少日子

遇见妳却让过去所有的痛楚通通被稀释

没有了妳叮咛的日子

耳朵总感觉怅然若失

生活上来了又去得了又失是妳给我扶持

不断寻觅错过了几次从来不知爱近在咫尺

回头发现熬过这些日子总有妳的影子

没有了妳倾诉的日子耳朵就感觉怅然若失

生活上来了又去得了又失妳是我的坚持

陪我同游余生的日子

就算走到了穷途末日天涯咫尺在人生的白纸

同愉快地写诗

天涯咫尺在人生的白纸

同愉快地写诗

我和妳从未分手

心是片土地我是一个园丁

种一朵花叫做爱情

呵护著不离不弃

当花季远去眼泪带我旅行

妳好吗我好想妳

常常写信寄给回忆

我和妳从未分手

妳住在我心中

谁也不能把妳赶走

一颗心只有一份永久

给了谁就无法回收

我和妳从未分手

妳活在我爱中不准人来人往挑拨

一个错要花几倍伤痛

才能扭转时空重回感动重回笑容手牵手

空空的夜空城市燃起灯火

每一盏灯一种寂寞

愿妳幸福别漂流

蓝蓝的忧愁搬进我的生活

越想放手越是紧握

越往前走越是回头

我和妳从未分手妳住在我心中

谁也不能把妳赶走

一颗心只有一份永久

给了谁就无法回收

我和妳从未分手

妳活在我爱中

不准人来人往挑拨

一个错要花几倍伤痛

才能扭转时空重回感动重回笑容手牵手

我没用多没用我推开窗户思念一直推不走

我在梦里掉了一个梦

誰撿到告訴我還給我別沒收

我和妳从未分手妳住在我心中

谁也不能把妳赶走

一颗心只有一份永久

给了谁就无法回收

我和妳从未分手妳活在我爱中

不准人来人往挑拨

一个错要花几倍伤痛

才能扭转时空

重回感动重回笑容手牵手

老夫老妻

我能为妳试著聊星座

妳却不肯陪我看棒球

从前会计较谁付出的多现在却变成乐在其中

时间的手牵著我们慢慢走

终於找到和谐的节奏

我不再浪漫妳也不再温柔

却能异口同声的说想吃些什麼

贴心的小动作尽在不言中

默契随著时间更深厚

原来老夫老妻真不错

我做的饭妳嫌西嫌东

妳开车时换我变萝唆

生活中的芝麻和绿豆

淡是淡些回味却无穷

时间的手牵著我们往哪走走到哪里都有妳陪我

我不在浪漫妳也不在温柔

却能同时欢呼说今晚星星好多

很幸福的感受尽在不言中

白头发的情人和朋友原来老夫老妻真不错

我少了拥抱妳也少了撒娇

却能成为彼此最坚定的依靠

再牵著妳的手少了点悸动

却多了份安心和感动

原来老夫老妻真不错穷

ProblemS ?

2008-11-02T18:07:00.003+08:00

I dont noe should i consider this as a serious problem but definitely for me it is a problem and i dont think my problem wont be a problem to anyone who is single or never has gf before now and before(i guess those who read it carefully should noe what is the problem already). All my friends reaction when i mentioned this problem is " dont think too much " or " are u too desperate to have gf ? " . Harshly speaking if i dont think much now i scare next time i dont have any chance to think anymore and the second question comment will be i dont want to end up alone next time (but it seems i also cant do much liao after ended up dissappointed for many time by not even have a chance to start anything ) because i never believe what u all theory which is " try to worry next time lal and also go gf when you are working lal". I definitely think this only work in 20 years ago and it wont work for now and also future . I dont think all teenagers now will be brave enough to really take this action by not really in relationship with someone they like now,despite, they hope that when they started to step into the work field they will found someone they really love or someone that really love them ( i noe this sill can be happened but the probabilty for this to happen is quite low lol in this era). From what i analysis , nowadays the average age for a teenagers to be in relationship for the very 1st time is 16 years old. If they are lucky enough for sure they will continue the relationship until happily ever after (i believe the probabilty for this to happen is higher than the previous probability). Then if every couple also ended happily ever affer like that then how about those still dont have gf and also "plan to have gf when they working wow" for sure those who follow that principle will get nothing lol and then how lel ?( maybe this is an open ended question but i still believe my analysis still will hit some correct points )

Another time again

2008-11-01T22:10:00.005+08:00

haha , another time again , i noticed that the someone that i feel very cute will have bf soon or by now and i think the curse on me is quite true already (only some of my friends noe that). Harshly speaking i think i have the right to feel sad althogh this is not the 1st time happened to me coz all friends know my zero record of having gf ( such a failure ) . Anyway , today swinburne carnival really not much people and i was stupid enough not to take pictures after i received two impaction which are i also lazy to mention coz i mentioned already in the opening and the another one is the UWR project thing .Speechless

Batu Kitang treament plant

2008-10-30T19:34:00.005+08:00

It was about 6 years ago , i went there with all of my classmates and also the students from the another class (the class full of pretty and yet cute chinese gals that dont noe how to speak mandarin). Yesterday, Linda brought the Urban Water Resource subject students to there and i nearly forgot that i ever went there 6 years ago and there is no big chances at that place just i not really remember the place only and this time we need to write individual report for the trip to there .

Nice looks but this is not a lake lal

nightM@re

2008-10-23T19:20:00.004+08:00

Last nite i had a nightmare about Zombies and for further info just listen to me when i m crapping . LUckily, it was just a dream.I went to library in the early in the morning to complete my concrete and design calculation and also do my favourite task of the day that is............... ( my friends should noe that well , haha) . What made today so special was the someone appeared in shock many times and i still feel the someone still as cute as usual (haha XP).

Almost a year has been passed

2008-10-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

It has been almost a year since the incident happened to me . When i told my close friend this song 《我还想她》is really nice , he reacted back to me by saying " u are not thinking of her anymore " Harshly speaking what my friend maybe right but for me it is not about still thinking of someone or not but it is all about how much the someone changed you especially in thinking . Is due to the someone i started to believe " what is yours is yours " (off course this has been supported with a friend case which is quite romantic story ) and i also started to believe that no matter how much u appreciate something that is not yours then when the time came the something will just gone like that no matter how much u take care on it .

Regarding the song 《我还想她》

2008-10-21T00:15:00.002+08:00

This is the new song of JJ . i like this song very much due to it has good combination of meaningful lyrics and also nice music. This song is very meaningful for those who ever being break up with his or her ex ........ and then still thinking or missing him or her.

" 请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下........."

This is the chorus part of the song . Initially, the male writer wanted to tell the gal he does not like the gal (which is a lie to lie himself )but at the few lyrics of the ending he actually stated he does not want the girl to know that he still missing the girl .

《我还想她》

2008-10-19T20:37:00.002+08:00

《我还想她》

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂

我的心早已掏空真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她

就让沉默代替所有回答

Organ &Tissue Donor and blood donation campaign

2008-10-19T19:41:00.015+08:00

It has been three years passed since my last participation to Red Cresent Activities and starting from now i will participate those available activities with the new identity which is the member of VAD stampin chapter (haha , last time i was under kuching chapter youth section).

Kch people really hardworking and kind hearted . " They are full of blood "

They even came with family to donate blood

THis is what caught my attention "organ donation"

We really need to respect and salute the man who was sitting there wif the dark shirt . He is only 18 but he is brave enough to donate all his tissue and Organs when he passed away in future. Anyway, the one named Tak there really block the photo view only XP

He is someone very very important in the chapter

group photo and i was the only one that still have R C t Shirt >.<

E210

2008-10-16T20:46:00.005+08:00

When i was about 7 to 10 years old i never really like to take nap when i was free but now i like to do since i m getting older (THAT THE ONLY WAY FOR ME NOT TO THINK TOO MUCH) . This morning , i went to room e210 as early as 0845 but i saw no one there and then i headed to the library . e210 is a good discussion room at engineering block( however, i dont really like the room due to it stop me from doing something that i like to do at library .............) . This morning i managed to see someone i wanted to see and the someone (dont ask me who is the one ) still so cute , haha , but unluckily when i take a nap from 1000 am , i was awaken by Soon under the order of Su Chan at 1020am. I PURPOSELY SILENT MY PHONE SO THAT I CAN SLEEP WELL SINCE U ALL ARE NOT COMING THAT EARLY BUT STILL HOW COME SUDDENLY WAKE ME UP AND I DONT LIKE TO BE AWAKED AND THEN WE END UP DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR THE PROJECT (anyway, not their fault COZ IT JUST TIMING PROBLEM >.<).

That was me last week

2008-10-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

I dont really want to be like that but doing Site Investigation really need to be like that , damn dirty >.< Anyway , thank to Johnson (Prom King of 2008) for helping me to take the pic

Another two more meaningful pics

2008-10-11T19:19:00.003+08:00

This one is more cool if they changed the "dont" to "never"

Haiz , where is the BIG BE@R ?

2008-10-11T06:29:00.003+08:00

Once, there are two BIG BEar (soft toys) being exhibited at two gift shops at Kuching. One is located at one of the gift shop at Saberkas and another one is at a gift shop along Jalan kereta api. I am able to take one of the photo of the big bear at the Saberkas but i missed the chance to take for the other one. I should be regreted due to it has been exhibited for long but i never really appreciate the big bear existance until it is gone >.<

I dont want to eat more sand

2008-10-04T22:23:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a weird day for me cox i wore mask ( sure will be weird coz i m not studying medic ) from 2 pm to 6pm in order to prevent me from eating sand and dusk while doing the sieving progress

(see how hardworking i m >.<)

1st Raya VIsiting in my life

2008-10-01T21:29:00.005+08:00

Today i followed Clarence them to go to Linda grandparent's house for visiting and we started to know more about her . We met Professor Anatoli there . haha XP ANyway, this is my very 1st raya visiting in my life

What a huge house with a special design of front door

Crowded there XP

Another two cute photoes

2008-09-30T23:56:00.004+08:00

This is my friend's friend's dog named Oscar if i m not mistaken and when i last saw him about three months ago , he was still a baby but now when my friend took his photoes he already became like this

The eyes so big and cute XP

Oscar looked so lonely and pity

Regarding the song《该是你的》

2008-09-29T19:40:00.003+08:00

This is an old song by Ocean Ou . I personally think this song very meaningful due to its lyrics which is also my question to all my friends since long time ago . " 说穿了每段爱都值得依依不舍
可惜呀谁能说对那应该是你的 " which i feel most meaningful because we never know when is our true love and there is no one to judge and confirm for you that is your true love. haha XP

《该是你的》

2008-09-29T19:19:00.004+08:00

《该是你的》

点了两杯可乐

你嘴角还是苦涩

成全她的自由被松梆了

你却被困住了

幸福被流尽了

也许给爱是甘愿的

哪天她才会懂得

想到她体贴的对象不止一个

你算什么呢

说穿了每段爱都值得依依不舍

可惜呀谁能说对那应该是你的

心碎了红着眼看那段拉拉扯扯

除了你谁有资格决定你是牺牲者

天亮了她走了你选择什么性格

从女人才懂得该你的才是你的

这首歌唱不完恋人的曲曲折折

幸福并没有

非谁不可的角色

This two pics quite special

2008-09-26T21:26:00.003+08:00

Dont dare not to bring phone

2008-09-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

I didnt bring my phone to uni yesterday due to me and friends need to do the lab testing for those soil and clay that we brought back from the site investigation few days ago. It was quite troublesome without mobile phone around because i cant get the latest news from other members for a group project discussion and i was left out by them . Two nites ago , there were still two people reminded me to go but in the morning of the day they changed their plan by sms in the 730 am and that time i already on the way to uni so .............. Anyway, i do learn the moment distribution method at there by refering to Mr Wong . When i reached home , i found out there are many sms that they send to me and even my secondary phone got few msg which sounds totally funny , some1 accused me for not answering and also off my primary phone . haha XP , dont dare not to bring phone again.

Almost Fainted =.="""""

2008-09-22T19:57:00.002+08:00

Today, me and few friends and also another team members went to do Site Investigation and i almost fainted at the site there due to the hot wheather there. I started the day with only eating a piece of tuna sandwich and a glass of soya beam and i never realise that was not enough until i reached the site. The soil there is quite hard to drill and dig and all of the students had a hard time to really dig it. Unfortunately, in the half prosess , i already almost fainted and i even vomited at the site there and luckily there are bushes area . That few interesting asked by my friend "How come u looked so pale u met a vampire izzit ?" "Next time how u become civil engineer since u cant even stand under the sun ? ". Actually my answer for the 1st question is vampire wont turn up under the sun , my friend. In addition, my answer for the second question is i dont plan to really stand under the sun when i really turn up to be engineer next time , comeon , what era already ?

(That what we used )

《晴天》

2008-09-19T19:55:00.007+08:00

Yesterday when i was waiting for my father car after the CIC class i noticed some interesting event happened and it is quite related to Jay Chou old song. There was someone i noticed starting from last sem also waited at there with the someone friend and the wind blow during that time was quite strong so the someone also waited inside the new lobby there (i should .........). The intersting part happened when my father arrived and during the journey home there radio station played the song 《晴天》but what the weather during that time was totally different story. When reached home i started to sleep from 730pm to 130am and continue again till 530am ( What a long period right ?) and at this morning i listen to the song 《晴天》again and i notice the song has one line of lyrics that quite related to the someone name although i only know the someone english name but not sure about the chinese name but the english name(Chinese Pin yin-a guide to the writing of Mandarin Chinese in romanization) really quite close with it . Anyway, i saw the someone again this morning at library hehe XP (If possible all friends around try to guess the someone name with the pink colour line lyrics because i also interested to know about it )

《晴天》

故事的小黄花

从出生那年就飘着

童年的荡秋千随记忆一直晃到现在

rui sou sou xi dou xi lasou la

xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

吹着前奏望着天空

我想起花瓣试着掉落

为妳翘课的那一天

花落的那一天

教室的那一间

我怎么看不见

消失的下雨天

我好想再淋一遍

没想到失去的勇气我还留着

好想再问一遍

妳会等待还是离开

刮风这天我试过握着妳手

但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看妳不见

还要多久我才能在妳身边

等到放晴的那天也许我会比较好一点

从前从前有个人爱妳很久

但偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得好远

好不容易又能再多爱一天

但故事的最后妳好像还是说了拜拜

Since when i started to have short term memory lost

2008-09-17T22:04:00.008+08:00

Today , i went to the VAD 1st meeting at SUTS with a friend of mine. There are many activities suggested by them and it sounds quite interesting for me . Anyway , today they have blood donation activitiy .

(haha , that was me during 2005 XP)

Anyway , is time for me to write about the real problem that i am having now and this also started to happen to me since last year. When i reached home from uni , i will take a nap during the time from 6.00pm to 9.00pm. This may sounds a normal sleep only but if i tell all my friends that i have short term memory lost for about 20 seconds daily when i wake up from that particular sleep , what will u all think ? My real problem is when i wake up i will forgot what day is today and also what am i busying recently and i always need about 10 seconds to 20 seconds to remember back what happened to me recently (It sounds stupid right ?). Today, when i wanted to sleep i told myself not to forget what am i doing today and the weird part is i really had a dream about that and i dreamt of i dont have that short term memory lost problem today but that was only a dream . As usual that short term memory lost happened to me again and i started to wondering what will i be if continue like this . Anyway, PLEASE REMIND ME WHEN I STARTED TO FORGET ANYTHING >.<

Carpenter street Lantern Festival ( Harmony Arch)

2008-09-13T16:55:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, i went to Harmony Arch there with two of my brothers. I encountered something weird there. There was a young kid who is so young until dont even know his own name lost at there and luckily there were two girls almost same age as me were so kind and they tried many ways to find the kid's parents. At last , the kid's father appeared and all those there were so surprised because the father seems to be so calm and the two girls seems to be worry about the kid will be kidnaped by unknown. Anyway , just hope the kid father is the real one because there is nothing much they can do for the kid due to the kid is too young and yet his parents are so careless. In addition, i bumped into Wee Mee (my ex-classmate who studying medic at Unimas) at there but she seems cant recognise me so i didnt dare to greet her XP

(so many lanterns there , and there is a game for guessing organised by CHMS no4 )

( i saw these chipmunks there and they are so cute XP )

Maybe i should believe it since long time ago

2008-09-07T18:04:00.004+08:00

I am quite sure those friends around who read a lot of email will ever received those kind of email especially with the ending "Please forward this and if not u will be lonely forever". Honestly speaking, i used to have a thinking of ending those email when it reached to me by not forwarding it out to my friends and nowadays , i started to regret for not forwarding it out. All friends around may think i am superstitious but i think those who forwarded and forwarding this and that to me and friends around are more superstitious but i never blame on those friends because who will willing to risk their own happiness with this and this maybe a real curse and who noe ? In conclusion, since i choosed not to forward this type of email and it seems it works well on me naturally (in addition, i also need to admit i am bad looking after being stepped badly by someone who still deny it ) and i really pay back for what i did with the feeling of loneliness and i am not sure how long it will continue ? FOR THOSE WHO SELDOM OR ALWAYS RECEIVED THIS KIND OF EMAIL , PLEASE DONT BE HESISTATE TO FORWARD IT OUT, IF U DONT WANT TO END UP LIKE SOMEONE HERE

I tried this after i saw few of my friends always do this with mirrow >.<

ok , i really need to admit liao !!!

2008-09-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

Gosh , what a day today this morning i woke up early and then in the afternoon i went to take a nap and i really had an "afternoonmare" today i dreamt of a gal that i knew cried badly and it seems i did something wrong to her , i was shocked to wake up. Afterall , i really feel bad to that dream due to that is totally impossible i did something wrong that hurt her plus i dont think she will cry due to me one !

That was the 1st part only for the dream because today i was indirectly stepped badly by a friend regarding issue on relationship. He asked me a great question "R u ready to be a good bf for gal ? ". Actually, i really dont know how to answer his question due to i think there is no right for a guy that being rejected twice to answer "yes , i m ready" because for sure my friend will say me lunatic. In addition , he also take my 1st rejection as the great example to step me , he said i shouldnt try any attempt to court the girl that i dont noe . In fact , i need to admit i dont know the girl well but actually i only gave her a present during her birthday and all those friends around already said i wanted to tackle her and the honestly speaking i only started to really had a little bit of feeling on the girl after many rumoured about me ( infact their rumour is saying about me not qualify for that girl ). Since that time i started to believe some rumour will become truth when too many people spread it. Anyway ,i failed. My friend said the main reason why i failed is due to my look and i really need to admit that because what he said is truth but the question he forwarded to me i feel got little bit of unfair to me because i was not given a chance to be at all . Moreover, i think his main concern is stepping me on my look instead of how i failed to court the gal , in addition my hair now also being critizied by him and few friends . Afterall, i admit i m not good looking and my hair is bad looking but i think i still have the right to ask them a question back " DO my looks and my hair bring harm to u all ? "

Site Visiting to recreational park at Wisma Bapa Malaysia

2008-09-06T19:04:00.005+08:00

Yesterday , LInda (hey friends, dont think i m rude to my lecturer because there is a story behind we need to call her name like that ) led a group of student to the recreational park at Wisma Bapa Malaysia for site visiting purpose for the subject named Urban Water Resources

To proove i really visited there XP

haha, u guys communicated quite well with Linda especially u, Wee Chung so good to LInda . Anyway , thank for your CX 7 ride =)

Told u all already yesterday was a windy sunny day

Regarding the song 《青苔》

2008-09-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

This song actually already being born for about few months for the chinse version and it was sang by James from Thailand and the chinese lyrics was filled by Rynn Lin. The song named 《青苔》means moss and as we know moss is a small plant that living with the very simple and yet bad conditions. The song was originated from Thai version and now sing into three different version by the same singer. I personally believe that this song really suit for guy that being rejected by the girl he love. There are few lines of lyrics that touched listeners heart such as ''只為了等待而存在'' means living or exist just because wanted to wait for something. In addition, " 愛妳的青苔花怎麼開沒資格覆蓋妳的心海活在陰霾我又不是禍害只不過是深深著妳的人" which means the guy dont have the right to know what the girl feel and he can only live in the blur world of mist and it seems he is blamed to bring bad to the girl but actually he just a person that love the girl very much. Afterall, a song for sad songs collection .

《青苔》

2008-09-01T20:30:00.004+08:00

《青苔》

愛剩牆角那一塊

渴望被理睬低等的姿態

只為了等待而存在

我不算太壞卻被拒在門外

潮濕的地帶妳讓我離不開

愛妳的青苔花怎麼開

沒資格覆蓋妳的心海

活在陰霾我又不是禍害

只不過是深深著妳的人

等妳來愛

妳的笑像一台露台雨把我灌溉

冷漠卻向鏟子般將我鏟開

我那面對失敗的能耐繁殖得太快

全都是因為愛哦

=.='''''''

2008-09-01T16:16:00.004+08:00

This morning i woke up early and i found something weird at the back of my home and it happened when my mother woke up and she saw something so she asked me to take a look on it. Omg , i saw a kitten at the back of my home !!! (comeon friends, i m not that stupid lal to be shocked by a kitten . However, the kitten really special because the kitten is small in size but the kitten has a pair of big ears ) I missed the chance to take photoes of it. Sigh

(This few days , sometime i feel my hair is thick but sometime is not thick at all , M i going to be crazy soon ? XP)

Is thaT W3irD ?

2008-08-30T13:56:00.006+08:00

This morning , i chated with a friend from UPM who studying vet at there and she showed me her pics with the St Bernard dogs and i just realise the type of dog really huge and for more info please surf the NEt yourself ! In addition , she said at UPM they allow students to rear cat only but no other , totally weird right ?

(So cute XP)

(Small St BernarD puPpY and the older one , so big different)

(Is my hair that weird ? Why only Alfred, Charlie & Clarence said it is weird due to my sideburnes ? Should ask other instead of u three guys =( i will stop keeping my sideburnes when they reached the standard like the Versus in the pic bellow

siGh

2008-08-29T19:22:00.008+08:00

Recently, many things happened but i do feel it the another time for me to busy for my subjects again . Sigh

( This the path that connected A and B buildings to E building and i think next time when the E building is fully developed maybe is kinda hard for me to find any reason to use this path again and i hope this wouldnt happened )

( M i that bad looking ? until my friend said person looked like me hard to court gal and cant launch sudden attack and even use long run attackt toward gal also hard to success . Anyway, i think he is right but need to respect to him due to he did much thing for a gal that left him without any specific reason and now he seems once again launch long run attack for the particular gal again and it seems that he once again spend and do many unnecessary things which he feel "worth for it " what a world ?.................. )

( Quite envy to the trees around my uni because they have support to grow like a small children but it seems they are quite high already right ? )

Regarding the song《死结》

2008-08-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

Recently Nick Lee came out with a new album and i like this song the most among the other songs and the song named 《死结》= Dead knot. It is a simple yet nice song from a korean guy that know mandarin well. The song is about a guy who miss a girl until the extend that the girl seems to be tie a dead knot in his heart but at the end he can only treat the girl as a memory . Among the lyrics in the song i most likely like the " 妳说再见宣判了终点 " which means when the girl said good bye , the girl already judge the ending between her and the guy. This lyrics may sounds cruel but this is the reality of life for those being rejected or break off in the relationship. In other words, "good bye" sometime can also become cruel words in life >.<

《死结》

2008-08-27T18:57:00.003+08:00

《死结》

离不开的却离开抓不住想抓的爱

怪自己活该

我的未来妳不来我的故事很无奈

我注定失败

我们的对话妳悄悄离了线

我们的热线今后断了线

妳在山的那边那么遥远

妳说再见宣判了终点

妳在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单在我的世界

妳带走的快乐我没了知觉

一个人面对每个日夜

妳在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单在我的世界

找不到妳的我已失去一切

我们的爱已无法脱险妳打了死结

无心伤害却伤害空白以后才明白

原来这是爱

妳的心我最能猜妳的爱我被淘汰

我注定悲哀

我们的对话妳悄悄离了线

我们的热线今后断了线

妳在山的那边那么遥远

妳说再见宣判了终点

妳在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单在我的世界

妳带走的快乐我没了知觉

一个人面对每个日夜

妳在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单在我的世界

找不到妳的我已失去一切

我们的爱已无法脱险妳打了死结

CUt haiR agaiN

2008-08-24T20:21:00.007+08:00

Today me and family went to the Kuching Buddha Village and i managed to took a pic of a silky white fish . After that , i went to D Saloon to cut my hair XP

Silky Fish and Rock Dragon

i hope no much different with last time coz cut by another stylish

Regarding the song < When You Look Me In The Eyes > - Jonas Brothers

2008-08-24T00:18:00.004+08:00

Recently when i read a friend's blog i accidentally listened to a song at his blog and the song named When You Look Me In The Eyes by Jonas Brothers. The song has the romantic lyrics but with the sad music background that amazed me a lots . Afterall, the lyrics that caught my attention the most is " When I hold you in my arms I know that it's forever " (how romantic is that for couples only ) . However for those MR. A that failed to be with Miss B and found out Miss B already have MR.C i think the lyrics will become " When i saw you in his arms I know that is forever " . Truely spoken, sometime it is reasonable and acceptable for those guy to give up on a girl due to the girl already being courted by someone or choosed someone because for sure the unlucky guy also cant do anything much to fight the fate . In short , the song is damn nice but only for those guys that found the beloved one but for those that still single and also has no one to love they will feel the song is nice due to the music (Am i pointing the arrows to myself , sigh ) .

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers

2008-08-24T00:08:00.003+08:00

When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone, I

'll never make it on my own.

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

It is gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,

To be with you again

Gonna tell you that I love you,

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.
More and more,

I start to realize,

I can reach my tomorrow,

I can hold my head high,

And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When I hold you in my arms

I know that it's forever

I just gotta let you know

I never wanna let you go

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

Swinburne Sarawak GraNd OPenInG and alsO 100 years aNniv3rs@ry

2008-08-23T22:29:00.015+08:00

Today is the Grand Opening for my uni , as being convinced by two friends i joined the event as student helper XP

This is the shirt that they gave us ( what a simple design XP)

Flags that used to wave (Sorry , Malaysia flag i accidentally put you in the other way round )

I almost freeze to death after waiting for so long at the Audi there ( BTW, this is the consequences of not spraying more spary to the hair and the hair will become really messy >.< )

The main entrance of the Building A where we all waved the flags

( OMg , what a stupid smile with the stupid hair style from me after waiting for the VVIP for so long >.< )

Weird day

2008-08-22T00:02:00.010+08:00

Yesterday while my father send me to uni , the radio station put a song named " 老海龟" (Old Turtle) from Nicholas Chong and that old song is quite nice . The weird part is i saw turtle being left by its owner and i put in on the desk and hope the owner will come back to look for it coz it seems to be sad T.T

( where is the owner ?)

Today we have lecture on rock types for the geomechanics which i feel kinda hard to noe all of it coz i m not geologist.

This is the other side of the MPH that i mentioned

ALmost ...............

2008-08-20T20:23:00.005+08:00

The first day of the uni relocation was kinda boring and that day i suppose that i greeted Jo Ann but her sister was too busy so i didnt dare to greet her at the new library. The new library is quite wide and i managed to find few places to sleep for replacing my old place of sleeping at the 7 floor library there. However the tables there are too short and quite hard for me to sleep at there but afterall is better than nothing and i think is time for me to start the boring life again with homeworks XP

not really mess up yet =)

That day Clarence informed me something and i suppose to feel dissapointed for it but afterall i didnt feel anything and starting from that time i just realise i have been lost for many years already and the main activity that caused me didnt realise i m lost is studies but i cant hate studies for lying me for so long because if studies didnt lie me from realising i was lost i think i cant live that blindly for so long . Anyway, thank to studies XP

The second day after uni relocation was spoilt by a lecturer and honestly speaking i dont really understand what the heck is he talking about due to his " inglish" but i found out many people are like me so atlease i feel normal just i feel totally speechless for this subject .

The third day after uni relocation that is today is the 1st time i steped into the MPH (not the MPH bookstore) Multi Purpose Hall . Afterall , i am stupid enough to join the grand opening program . haha >.<

( one side only i will take another side soon XP)

3 Rd tim3

2008-08-16T22:37:00.016+08:00

Tonight is the third time i went to kch festival this year and i saw a lot of friends there such as Vyner, Lee Fang , etc . It seems quite weird right how come i seems to be like to go there but actually i have my own reason to go there that is i like to see people come and go at there XP. There was an incident happened at there about a year ago , i rushed to go there when i know someone will go there with friends . When i rushed till there i still sms to the someone to ask for the location the someone at and i really need to admit that time i was so stupid to not to call the someone so that i can meet the someone there and the someone said need to depend on fate ( yuan ) to meet there and at last i failed to meet the someone there and before the someone left , the someone called me and said will go home already. Started from the time i started to believe what the someone said but till now i still feel wanted to go there because i really hope that i can proove to the someone that the theory about yuan maybe right but actually sometime we shouldn't too rely on fate to meet because that place is quite wide. HAHa, i know that in this period of four years time the someone is quite impossible to appear at there due to the someone is not at Kuching but i still hope to meet the someone there in future and i really hope i can fullfill what the someone prefer about yuan although i know it is quite hard to meet the someone there and maybe by the time i meet the someone there maybe the someone already with another one there . Really sorry to not to review who is that someone X(

Kitty and MIckey so cute

FutuRe - EnvIroNm3nt - LoVe

2008-08-16T09:03:00.008+08:00

Last nite, i watched the movie named Wall-E and for me it really worth to watch for. It is about a story of a robot named Wall-E which means Waste Allocation Load Lifter -Earth class . He was programmed to clean the world . However , after 700 years , he started to develop a personality . The story became more interesting when he met EVE -Extraterrestrial Vegetation Evaluator (or EVA for WALL-E) . At the end , He succeed to overcome many obstacles to be with EVE and can be considered as happily ever after type story = ) . In my opinion , there will be three main themes about this movie . Firstly , Future , in this movie the future seems to be evolved too much until every single things human beings need to rely on robots and by that time every human begins already forgot how earth looked like after leaving for many years and some of the babies even borned at outer space. For sure those studying Electrical and Robotics and Mechatronics will feel interested with all the robots and Droids inside the movie. Secondly , the movie is about environment. The main reason human beings need to leave the earth in the movie was due to the reason earth was full of rubbish and human beings cant live inside the earth already and the only way is to programme Wall-E to clean up the earth but in the story the cleaning progress was fail and human beings cant return to earth and need to let earth become isolated planet . This movie taught us to be more responsible for environment . Lastly , which is about LOve . This theme really amazed me a lot due to even robot can develop feeling of love and friendship towards other living and non living . Wall-E know that he need love from the other part and he willing to sacrifice anything to help EVE to complete the mission of finding the plant ( which is the main key and reason for human beings to return to earth ). In the end of the story , EVE accepted WALL-E and the story ended happily with human beings can return to the earth. " Earth is the place where everything began and should be the place where everything ended "

How lonely he was in the beginning of the story

The Plant for EVE

WALL-E tried every single way to bring EVE back

In the end , WALL-E live happily ever after with EVE . The way both of them communicate really cute XP

2 old songs

2008-08-15T09:13:00.004+08:00

This morning , i was still awake at 3.30am (weird right but it was due to my nap yesterday) and i was kinda boring so i decided to listen to the radio through my MP4 and the radio put an old song by LI HOM named Kiss goodbye. I just realise it has been long time i didnt listen to this song . For me this song is nice and special and furthermore hard to really master the tone of it .

( How good if the kiss never goodbye ? )

王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye

Baby不要再哭泣

这一幕多么熟悉

紧握着妳的手彼此都舍不得分离

每一次想开口但不如保持安静

给我一分钟专心

好好欣赏妳的美

幸福搭配悲伤

痛是在我心交叉

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量

付出的爱收不回

还欠妳的我不能给

别把我心也带走

去跟随每一次和妳分开

深深的被妳打败

每一次放弃妳的温柔

痛苦难以释怀

每一次和妳分开

每一次kiss you Goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

幸福搭配悲伤

痛是在我心交叉

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量

付出的爱收不回

但欠妳的我不能给

我才明白爱最真实的滋味

每一次和妳分开

深深的被妳打败

每一次放弃妳的温柔

痛苦难以释怀

每一次和妳分开

每一次kiss you Goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

我终于明白

每一次和妳分开

深深的被妳打败

每一次放弃妳的温柔

痛苦难以释怀

每一次和妳分开

每一次kiss you Goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

I like the middle part in this song where there is a short piano music . Anyway , till now i still dont noe what is the feeling of it ( k lla ,i admit lal i never kiss before >.< ). The lyrics 幸福搭配悲伤 seems to be familiar . Haha , i think this is the title of Yau's blog title but her one more special .

There is another song from LI HOM that i favour also . The song is 妳不在

王力宏-妳不在

当世界只剩下这床头灯

妳那边是早晨已经出门

我侧身感到妳在转身

无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯

一再错身彼此脆弱的时分

不过渴望一个吻的余温

我关了灯黑暗把我并吞

妳不在

当我最需要爱妳却不在

无尽等待像独白的难捱

妳不在

高兴还是悲哀妳都不在

我受了伤害再偷偷好起来

妳不在

时间再按下许多次快门

沉默里听见转动的秒针

一个人吃饭这个凌晨孤

单一人份妳低声说妳有别人

我的话筒只有自己的体温

怎样认真也不一定成真

妳说得对我不得不承认

妳不在

当我最需要爱

妳却不在

无尽等待像独白的难捱

妳不在

高兴还是悲哀妳都不在

受了伤害再偷偷好起来

妳不在

那些摇摆我都明白都明白

但妳不在爱已不在不在妳不在

当我最需要爱

妳却不在

一个人分饰两角的恋爱

妳不在高兴还是悲哀妳都不在

像空气般不存在的存在

再没有痕迹的爱

妳不在

当我需要妳的爱妳不在

This song is really nice but it is sad song X ( which is about a guy feeling after his gf is not around anymore .

Int3r3StiNG F@cts

2008-08-13T20:45:00.005+08:00

Today, i went to uni for the what very short meeting and i was late due to i didnt check the blackboard and i also didnt receive any calls from them ,luckily ,i managed to attend the meeting at the end XP .Alfred took the MYC magazine for me and i found some interesting facts inside for this month version . Roughly about 10 years ago , my bro told me a set of maths numbers which can be used to calculate which day in a week just by telling the date of the year . Unfortunately , i forgot to note it down XP . Anyway , this two pictures which i scanned are really interesting for me =)

Nice facts for brain position XP

Nice maths tricks to cheat the small children >.<

2 days

2008-08-12T21:02:00.008+08:00

Yesterday and today i feel kinda lazy to write new posts. Anyway, there are few interesting events happened. One of it is my bro bought two rabbits after we went to uni to pay our fee and in the meanwhile , i saw the 5 cute Fuwa in real life already at kenyalang and it cost about RM 39 each which if buy in a set of my it cost RM 30 for each of it which means RM 150 can collect the whole set . That all events happened yesterday. Today , we also go to few places and we went to animal kingdom again to see some stuff and i saw a cute and yet naughty cat. Anyway , the highlight of the yesterday is , there is a car accident happened to my mom at her workplace but luckily her car just being scratched for the bumper while the door part of the gal car was badly injured and the woman at 1st which is yesterday said dont mind and who know today she suddenly appear and request for the repair fee ( wat a weird woman) .The weird part is in the logic world we know who should be blamed for the accident but the law that set by all the human beings around will needed to be considered . In order to follow the law and also to against the logic , my mother decided to compensate the woman for the woman silly mistake ( which herself also admit it since her " daily routine " or habbit is driving very fast which was known by most of the people there ) In order to prevent the woman from doing something " extra " we decided to type a letter for her . The content of the letter is about my mother will only pay the amount requsted by her for one time and those extra amount will not be responsibled by my mother . So , we requested her to sign the letter under the witness of the a senior officer when she received the money . However , the weird woman refused to receive the money and also to sign the letter and she even didnt want my mother to pay her the fee ( what a weird world ) due to she said this action make her seems to be untrusted and embarrassed. In my opinion , the woman really weird coz i dont think that is wrong to sign the letter as we wanted to keep " black and white " for her compensation process which she should be happy due to my mother wailing to pay her repair fee (just due to the law set by human beings about what straight road and the narrow road) although she is the one who caused the accident. Weird woman but since she said didnt want the money and didnt dare to sign the letter then we are totally speechless to her but if she dare to come again then she will be sue X (

Fuwa

( brown rabits but how come her ear become like that ? )

Naughty cat coz the cat will touch your hand that put near the cage

haha , how come my sideburnes cant grow longer in this week ?

我只有一点回忆 ......

ranDom~`~`1

CoMPLicat3d

1st Job travelling (18-4-2011)

R3j3ct

Year of Uncertainty ( 2011 )

3nd .............

《路过的新娘》

叫阮的名 ( 林宇中 版)

帕

忙

错

7天爱上你 Love At Seventh Sight

Snowman

Site Visit on 171209 (Kampung Atas)

《All about Rynn新歌+自选集》

海云台 (Haeundae)

One week b4

TRuth ?

Regarding the song 《如果我變成回憶》

《如果我變成回憶》

Rainbow

Appointment ???

What happened recently ?

Memory ?

PC fair

《如果世上没傻瓜》

Toner or Printer ?

Stories

告诉我

Chinese " Niu " Year

BAd

Meaning ???

busy days

Few Last days for 2008

Working days

1st off day

Christmas is near

3rd days

second day of working

1st day and 1st time

All the best !!!

" Fe3liNgleSs "

能活多一天就一天

what should i do ?

Solution ?

By noW i sHoUld und3rst@nd

Cramped

。。。阴影。。。

Love is a Di****** ?

你不是真正的快乐

Alfred's Birthday at Happy Valley

Normally it is like tis

"Snatched away"

爱一人,但别让自己为一种伤害

Regarding the songs in the 夏雨诗 ep

夏雨诗 ep

ProblemS ?

Another time again

Batu Kitang treament plant

nightM@re

Almost a year has been passed

Regarding the song 《我还想她》

《我还想她》

Organ &Tissue Donor and blood donation campaign

E210

That was me last week

Another two more meaningful pics

Haiz , where is the BIG BE@R ?

I dont want to eat more sand

1st Raya VIsiting in my life

Another two cute photoes

Regarding the song《该是你的》

《该是你的》

This two pics quite special

Dont dare not to bring phone

Almost Fainted =.="""""

《晴天》

Since when i started to have short term memory lost

Carpenter street Lantern Festival ( Harmony Arch)

叫阮的名 ( 林宇中版)