my sPeCTacl3s

Hmm , i think everything that made me moody should come to end already . Haha : ) About two weeks ago i bought myself a new spectacles and when i wore to Uni , all of my friends have different reaction . Clarence said my spectacles frame is too normal and old fashioned . Haha , actually that what i wanted because for me "simple is the best" and also "简单是幸福". In the meanwhile , Charlie said my hair is still too short (Charlie , u 1st day noe me izit , u noe my hair grow very slow one lel )and not really suit that spec. Anyway , thank for their comments. Below are my spectacles pictures .Anyway , guys and gals , please refer to my profile picture , if u all feel that me looked too nerd with that spectacles , must tell me

wow haha : )

TOo l@t3 ?

Isn't this is too late for me to write about its ? when she rejected me last year, she asked me to listen to a song named 抱歉 by 陈势安. After she left yesterday, suddenly i have the feeling to listen about that song. Honestly speaking, i feel regret to not really listen and feel the song deeply. Now, i really understand what she meant that time and in short, she meant this


陈势安 ～《抱歉》


我尽量不去怀念反正都遥远
多美的画面都是昨天
其实最好别碰面问候都避免
朋友的界限太难拿捏
我不懂如何敷衍假装已事过境迁
这角色该怎么演
非常抱歉并不想知道你生活的细节
我的感觉永远不会成为你的感觉
非常抱歉离开你我打算更彻底一些
需要时间慢慢复原
练习如何去遮掩对你的感觉


Maybe, now is too late for me to reply her that actually i never blame her for rejected me but i hope that she can read this and listen to the song named 别说抱歉 by 黄祺铭. Once again , wish her all the best in her study path and also life there .



黄祺铭 ～《别说抱歉》


妳 带走了这一池霓虹
妳闪烁的话我听得多
明天就只是朋友
记得要这样做
妳没对我要求些什么
别介意我付出过
就算感情不会有结果
爱的总应该比被爱
给的更多
别说抱歉
别为了我而在意
别委屈自己
也许我一直不够努力
也许我还不是太适合妳
别说抱歉
别为了我而逃避
更好的往已
让妳的未来充满了惊喜
这样的伤害我总要经得起
让过去的过去
妳 带走了这一池霓虹
妳闪烁的话我听得多
明天就只是朋友
记得要这样做
妳没对我要求些什么
别介意我付出过
就算感情不会有结果
爱的总应该比被爱
给的更多
别说抱歉
别为了我而在意
别委屈自己
也许我一直不够努力
也许我还不是太适合妳
别说抱歉 别为了我而逃避
更好的往已
让妳的未来充满了惊喜
这样的伤害我总要经得起
让过去的过去
问我曾无心伤害了妳
愿这首歌能充当妳的记忆
别说抱歉
别为了我而在意
别委屈自己
也许我一直不够努力
也许我还不是太适合妳
别说抱歉
别为了我而逃避
更好的往已
让妳的未来充满了惊喜
这样的伤害我总要经得起
让过去的过去
让我可以成为永远的记忆
愿妳能找到更好的人相依
让愿意的愿意

～回忆～

～回忆～

回忆不断在脑海里重播
那些美好的回忆已成了过去
从妳拒绝我的那一天起
我没有挽回妳的权力
我不敢对妳有挽回的希望

每当我想起妳的时候
我只能用朋友身份关心妳
但妳总会逃避得远远去
如今妳已要离去了
妳说希望我们会幸福快乐
我只能祝福妳的离开
希望妳永远快乐

我还是不懂
为何我会为妳的离去
而感到心酸难过
这就是爱吗 ?
无论如何
这一切已成了过去
我应该把妳变成一个
美好回忆

This is specially dedicated to someone that gave me support all the time when i was sad last time and all the best for her in her future study path there : )

leaving

haiz , cant believe i m so unlucky today because someone leaved a comment to me at another post. I cant deny that she really succeed to bring back the sad feeling to me already because she choosed the very right time to drop that comment and i just cant really understand the reason why suddenly i will feel gloomy and moody for her leaving which this shouldn't happened again now . Wish her all the best for her future study path at her new uni there .


" 她离开了 对于她的所有回忆 应该消失了 "

《等爱》

haiz , my friend really bad because when recently , i dont have any sad feeling, he introduced me this song . In my opinion , this is a nice song but the story in its is so sad. The song is about a girl who waited her beloved one for so long until the girl is getting old . In my opinion , the girl in the song is really pity because she never really lost hope on her beloved one to come back . The song end with the lyrics " 那个人一定回来 " (for me it just a white lie ). In my opinion , i dont think her beloved one will come back because i dont think any guy in this world will leave the girl that love him very much alone for long period of time : ( In short , we should respect the girl in the lyrics for her determination for love.

《等爱》

夹子道 - 《等爱》

词曲：宋靖宇 编曲：吴薇薇

还记得儿时印象

屋后一条深邃的小巷

尽头处孤独的旧房

住着某人和她的伤

任野草爬过了墙

好像她早习惯了凄凉

蜘蛛网厚厚布满窗

望的到远方的窗从未关上

她总在天黑前在屋外将一盏盏灯点亮

她说有人回来可以循着这一点点的微光

人们知道她心里依然充满了希望

多年前离开的人答应会回来

共度地久天长

她守着春去秋来

她看着花谢花开

任岁月将头发染白

守着一生美好期待

她陪着日升月移

她等着痴心不改

任皱纹爬满了腮

那个人一定回来

陪她看桑田沧海

她总在天黑前在屋外将一盏盏灯点亮

她说有人回来可以循着这一点点的微光

人们知道她心里依然充满了希望

多年前离开的人答应会回来

共度地久天长

她守着春去秋来

她看着花谢花开

任岁月将头发染白

守着一生美好期待

她陪着日升月移

她等着痴心不改

任皱纹爬满了腮

那个人一定回来

陪她看桑田沧海

任皱纹爬满了腮

那个人一定回来

Moving rubber (improved version) ?

Today , i went to PC image to request for the part time job and my brother friend who worked there since few years ago seems to be friendly to me but when i asked a job application form from one of the counter girl there , she seems to be moody and also not really happy and i feel that this maybe due to the working pressure and also work loads there . I saw some students seems to be have a lots of works to do but few students from Swinburne that are working at their branch (Notebook station) seems to be enjoying themselves very much by playing games and watching movie. What a weird working environment? after i took the form i just went back without filling it . On the way home , i went to Guardian to take a look at some GATSBY products. Last week , i realise the existance of a new GATSBY product named Technical Design Clay which cost about RM19 for only 50 g only

Strongest clay for finishing. Best result for using on creating hair bundles, and spiky style. Best also for final touch up (with the combination with moving rubber).

However, i only bought a new improved type which i am using it for a year already and it costs me about RM20 (the yellow label there stated improved version , Oiz , GATSBY dont cheat me wow , haha : )

Small Farewell dinner for Miss Sashi

Haha , at last the small farewell dinner for Miss Sashi is being held. Harshly speaking , we already planned it for about a week ago and Wee Chung, Alfred and me really found it hard to really set the time and also venue for our course mates for the class of Engineering Maths 3C to attend it. Some of them always complaining about the budget for it which made a big headache for everyone of us. Anyway , since it is already being held, then , i shouldn't write much for the progress that made few of us .................... The venue for the small farewell dinner is at Sarawak Plaza , Hartz Chicken and only about 9 of us attended the small farewell dinner(dont noe where are the rest?) and when Miss Sashi first asked me during the time me and Clarence(thank to Clarence for his transportation) went to fetch her at the Gardenia court , i answered her the amount of people that will attend are about 15 of us . I feel so sorry to inform her the wrong info (haha). However , the interesting part is i just realise Miss Sashi is quite great in friendly chatting . From her , we just realise Miss Betsy is a vegetarian . In addition , i just realise that i was "too serious" and my smile during their class(Engineering Maths 2) during semester 2 last year is so "Special" . She said Miss Betsy said she never really saw me smile and Sashi said she only saw me smiled once during the semester 2 . She said she was quite shocked when she saw me smiling and also talking jokes at the Engineering Maths 3c classes. In my opinion , this is a big changes for me in my life due to an incident that happened last year and if it is not because of her (someone that i shouldn't reveal her name but really thankz to her) ,i dont think i will be smiling so much during this sem although she rejected me last year. Anyway , i think i have learnt a lot from this progress of assisting for the holding of the small farewell dinner because i just realise i changed quite a lot in my attitude especially for the smiling part and also talking jokes . Anyway , let all of Miss Sashi students wish Miss Sashi a very bright career path and also future in her new university. In short, thankz to Wee Chung and Alfred for managed this small farewell dinner , and also Clarence (for fetching me and Miss Sashi) and also others that attented the small farewell dinner. I hope all of u enjoyed the small farewell dinner since we shared a lot of jokes , haha : )

Below are the two pictures of the small farewell dinner

Without : ) (for me )

with smile : )

From left (Behind) - Wee Chung , Vyner , me , Clarence, Alfred and Justin
From left(sitting) - Oscar, Miss Sashi , Jonathan and Gilbert

(Haiz ,cant really believe my pictures are so huge until the blogger.com need to resize it to fit ir in and cause it to be unclear and if u all wanted to view the clearer version, please view it at my friendster profile )

《走火入魔》

Hmm , recently a gal named Joey introduced me the song named 《走火入魔》from 阿信 & 丁当. The music for the song is really nice and can be categorized as soft R&B but after analyse the lyrics of the song for few times i still wondering why must 《走火入魔》used as the title. 《走火入魔》means something really bad for someone especially in the martial art world. I still wondering what it really means by the song , i think i need help from someone who is an expert to really analyse it for me . Haha , anyway , thankz to Joey for introduce me this nice song but with weird name .

《走火入魔》

《走火入魔》

阿信 & 丁当
作词：五月天 阿信 作曲：五月天 阿信

对不起 刚才我是不是听错

还是我想太多想到了昏头

天气不错 开了窗 吹走脸红

进一步 退一步 都害怕打破

更不想在原地永远做朋友

给妳线索也给我勇敢借口

下定决心沉默 就让沉默为我们追究

妳和我 这一刻 不想到而交流

却突然震耳欲聋

一字一句一瞬间 走了火

一天一点一转眼 入了魔

忘了我从什么时候

忘了妳为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔

一直猜一直想一直揣摩

一直到妳变成甜蜜的心痛

如果可以 把如果变成结果

下定决心执着 就让执着为我们突破

我和妳的小说 这时候出现烟火 让情节充满感动

一字一句一瞬间 走了火

一天一点一转眼 入了魔

忘了我从什么时候

忘了妳为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔

一字一句一瞬间 走了火

一天一点一转眼 入了魔

如果妳有相同感受 感受到有一种突然的冲动

放肆一次 走火入魔.................

"我以为"

"我以为" in chinese can be means " i thought " or " i suppose" in english . In my opinion , "我以为" is the three chinese words that widely used by all human beings around the world but from my experince ,"我以为" is one of the three chinese words that bring sad and also hopeless feeling and also news to everyone because it sounds quite impossible (although this may happened) for anyone to tell u something good wif the starting "我以为" and then end with the good news. Normally it will started with "我以为" and then end with bad or sad news. "我以为" and also "我曾经" are two groups of the chinese words that normally used as starting of the bad or sad news . For instance, about the song 《我以为》 , it is a song about a good guy who really love a girl that already have someone she love but the someone she love already hurt her badly and the someone also wanted to break off with the gal . The good guy tried hard to give hope , love and also care to the girl but it seems that the girl never really recover from the "hurt" and it seems the gal already make the decision to stay at the side of the someone that hurted her badly. The song for me is ended without a very good ending because the good guy only ended with sadness and also hopeless because it ends with "
我以为 我够坚强, 却输得那么绝望, 少给我一点希望, 希望就不是奢望" . In short , i hope this only happened in the song and i also hope those that already being hurted by someone he or she loved will be cured one day as "time is the best cure " and also he or she should appreciate someone that really love him or her like the good guy in the song named 《我以为》by 品冠 : )

=.='''''''

=.=''''' , recently many of my form 6 friends will enroll for their Universities soon and before they leave there will be a lot of farewell parties. Who know even one of our lecturer also wanted to leave the university that i studying now for her future studies or marriage (we are not sure which is the main purpose) . Haiz , cant believe with only a small farewell party for her, me and my friends still find hard to set the date and venue for her party due many students cant find the suitable time .The worst case now is few of my friends that will leave kuching soon for their holidays at their hometown also wanted gathering . It seems i really need to let them down this time . SOrry , Bernard and Charlie , hope u two enjoys your gathering tonight and also your holidays . H@ha

品冠《我以为》

《我以为》

妳曾说不想有天让我知道

妳对他有那么好

妳说会懂我的失落

不是靠宽容

就能够解脱

我以为 我出现的时候刚好

妳和他正说要分开

我以为 妳已对他不再期待

不纵容他再给妳伤害

我以为 我的温柔

能给妳真的愉悦

我以为 我能全力填满妳感情缺口

专心陪在妳左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

我以为 终究

妳会慢慢明白

他的心不在妳身上

我的关心妳依然无动于衷

我的以为只是 我以为

我以为 我的温柔

能给妳真的愉悦

我以为 我能全力填满妳感情缺口

专心陪在妳左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让妳红了眼眶

妳却还笑着原谅

原来妳早就想好

妳要留在谁身旁

我以为 我够坚强

却一天天地失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望..........

我以为 我够坚强

却输得那么绝望
少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

Regarding the song《那些女孩教我的事》

In my opinion , this is a very nice song for guys and guys cant deny that sometime girls really teach guys a lot of things in life . Haha , but i still prefer his another old song named 《我以为》 more if compared to this one .

品冠《那些女孩教我的事》

《那些女孩教我的事》

作词：陈没/阿信 作曲：阿信

编曲：Wave G 制作人：阿信/士杰

要不是妳让想念猖狂打破天窗

我不会发现枕头上的荒凉

以为妳就是故乡 却变成我的流浪

谁的傍晚是谁的天亮

十九八七六十六亿人同时狂欢

五四三二一个人倒数孤单

回忆的拥挤广场 假装妳还在身旁

就像妳最爱依赖我的肩膀

第一行诗的狂妄 第一首歌的难忘

第一次吻妳的唇 妳的倔强

第一颗流星灿烂 第一个天真愿望

第一个诺言 美丽的荒唐

妳教我爱的善良妳教我恨的野蛮

妳教我忘记该忘 伤心太伤

那些妳教我的事 让思念更苦更长

只想问想念的 想念的 想念的 妳怎么样

爱情是信仰或只能是旅途风光

那女孩带我漫游一次天堂

妳教我怎么爱上 却没教怎么遗忘

让我的阳光都变成了泪光..........

Beginning ?

H@ha , Is this a new beginning ? , as usual i am the only one that will feel really boring during holidays . However, this semester break i have the intention to work as the part timer for anything but it seems kinda hard to find a part time job due to the reason my holidays will last for only about one and a half month. Maybe i should give a try at the optical centre named "New Capital optical centre" since it was promised by the owner of the shop last week when i went there to make a new spec.